Me and my gorgeous brother 1995?

This is my wonderful brother who was "my first love". I have wanted to be close to him, all my life. As children, we were the best of friends. But as adults there has always been space between us. He is who he is. But intimacy is not what he is comfortable with. He and I are so different, but I always adored him. He has become more and more like my father was...distant, and uncommunicative of his real feelings. Isn't is a trip how become like our parents? He reminds me so much of my father. He is distant, but doesn't realize it. But I guess we all do what we have to to protect our feelings. I think men have it so much harder in life because they have to be "men". I accept who he is.